I want to write something meaningful and interesting....So maybe I will give it a shot.. First lets talk about boys....and how much they SUCK AT LIFE!! haha, j/k....we maybe not...but anyway.  So in a nutshell, this whole Jason thing isn't a thing at all.  Him and I have talked a lot and he just got out of a 4 and half year relationship like a couple of months ago and quite frankly, it takes awhile to get over that.  Its not that he isn't over her, its just its hard to want to be with someone else, when a 4 year relationship didn't work.  It sucks, cuz he really likes me and I like him soooo much.  He is just like...I don't know...we just click really well, he makes me laugh and I just love his personality...oh and he has pretty blue eyes and dark red hair....    I don't want to be with someone who needs me and he is being really mature about this whole thing, but I completely understand and him and I are really good friends.  I am glad that I hang out with my peeps at Mega, we have such a good time together its just ridiculus.  I love my boys Jason, of course, and Jared, they rock my world.  And of course, Ciara and a couple other girlies that I love.  The other two guys were flakes and they can fuck off, cuz I don't deal with shit anymore.    So I am back to square one, well sort of.  I have learned a lot from this whole situation with Jason and I have come to realize that I have some things I want to sort out with myself still.  Also, I can't even get my shit together being by myself, how can I juggle a boyfriend too!  I honestly think I am enjoying being single way too much! 

Lets see what else, oh my horrible week of 3 tests and a quiz and god knows what else, went pretty well.  I seriously studied every hour that I could, but I think it paid off.  Calculus still needs to burn in hell, but I will get over it.    I went out on Thursday, cuz I had to open all weekend and so I couldn't go out.  It was a lot of fun, hung out with my Mega people.  I also went to Merrill(is that how you spell it?) today with my family to the apple orchard, it was amazing.  I was eating apples right off the tree! Then I had a fresh warm dutch apple pie with CINNAMON ICE CREAM!! I seriously think I wet myself as I ate it.    Good shit.  It was nice to see all my aunts and uncles and get to talk to them....Shit, I almost forgot, I got my haircut yesterday! Seriously, I love it!  I got a lot chopped off.  If you watch Laguna Beach On mtv, my hair looks like Kristins! As soon as I saw her hair I knew thats what I wanted.  But I think thats an update in my life at the moment.  Sorry for the long novel.